Like ice cream

I love him like I love ice cream
I know before hand that it's not good for me.
I know I'll regret it later
I know that it will hurt in the end, but I want him still.

I love him like ice cream.
While I have him it seems amazing
While it last it's incredible
It's heaven on earth or so it seems
That's why I love him like ice cream

My love is ice cream
It is a one sided desire
It melts my heart as time pass leaving only stains
In the end I'm the only one sick

Yes my love is like ice cream
Cold yet desirable
Dream like and brief
Something that no one actually can keep
My love makes me sick like ice cream

Yet I can't give it up.
Maybe I'll find someone to love who isn't ice cream
So I won't feel sick at the end of the day
So I won't need ice cream
So I won't hurt.

For now...my love is ice cream.

What it is

Life isn't always easy, but we have to be grateful for what it is. I've never really considered myself a lucky person, but today I'm taking time to say I am. I am grateful for what I have: a loving family, insane and loyal friends, someone to talk to when I'm stressed or bored, people I can be honest with without the fear of judgement, a roof over my head, running power, clean water, and food. I am blessed by God and I am thankful.  Too often I forget how good I have it. As someone who suffers from depression those bouts are common, but give me rain and rest and a whole new world is open. So today I will be thankful, and I will happy. Count your blessing and cheer up. It could be worse, so let's be thankful it isn't.

Back

I'm back!!! When I say back I mean back. No more coming and going without any post on this blog. Reason? I'm not a high schooler anymore and I want documentation of my life. This isn't about being popular or having people pay attention to what I say. This is about having a place to speak my mind. So here's to the internet and free blog sites!

Since my last post I have mended a broken heart, graduated with honors, started at an all girl college, and continued my yet to be finished books.